Goodbye for now, my love.

Will he miss me as much as I will miss him? Will he need me as much as I will need him? Will he want me as much as I will want him? Will he long for us being together again as I will long for us being together again? Will time go by as slowly for him as it will go by for me? Will he think of me as often as I will think of him? I will never know because I will never ask. I will never know as he will never know how much tears I will shed, how much I will hurt, how much I will miss him, how much I will want him, how much I will need him. He will know I do but never how much, never really know, never really understand. I will not tell, I will never explain. My love, my feelings are never shared so I will never speak of them. I will feel away, I will wait, I will miss, I will want, I will need, I will hurt. I will never tell. Goodbye  for now, my love, goodbye for now. Come back to me soon, come back to me.