Love to watch you sleep.

I can feel your heart beating like a hammer as you are laying still, sound asleep, on my chest. For the first time it's the other way around. It is I who usually gently place my head on your chest and am asleep within minutes. But now you are tired, you need to rest. I won't move a muscle, I will watch you sleep, I will caress your hair, I will breath evenly, I will worm you up with my body, I will do it all to make sure your dreams aren't harmed. You tangle up your legs with mine, I move gently with your move making sure you won't wake from your calm sleep, you need it more than I do. I love to watch you sleep, to hear you breath, to feel your heart beat softly, I love to see you so calm and peaceful just like a little child, it makes me happy, it makes me smile, it soothes me. My biggest wish is to be able to help you always, to be there for you whenever you need me, to make your every wish come true. I try to be that person for you, but sometimes I feel like I fail you, I don’t do enough, I’m not enough and it hurts me, it also hurts me to see you hurt. You are so very special to me, I just wish you’d knew how much. But I don’t believe I can explain it in words, I just hope you can feel it. That doesn't matter in this perfect moment, nothing does, only the fact that you are calm, you look happy, right there in my warm embrace, as I usually look happy and in love in your warm embrace. I could only wish, wish to be the same for you, hope to be the one that makes you truly happy. If not I will just try to be the one who's warm embrace will make your naked body tenderly and calmly shiver in satisfaction - the most lovely, peaceful and heart-warming sight to look at. For me this is enough.