You've done something special with me.

The room is intoxicated with that smell. I love that smell. I breath in. I close my eyes. I feel blood pumping fast through my sweating trembling body. Trills are still running through my thighs. I lay still. I try to take it all in, to seal it up in my mind, to be able to go back to this moment whenever my world comes down on me. There are only images, short fragments of what happened, only bits and pieces my brain was able to handle while my body was trying to explode with yours. My eyes are still closed. I see you kissing me softly. I see you gazing into my willing eyes. I see you smiling. You go down. I feel your warm body tenderly pressing against mine. I feel your arms rubbing my thighs. I feel your lips pressing on my shivering skin. I feel your tongue going inside me gently worming me up. I start to shake. Chills embrace my legs, arm. My minds stops. You hold me tight. I start to squirm. I can't feel my body. I hold your head in my legs. I want to grab your hands. I can't find them. I grab a hold of something else. I start to feel my stomach getting heavy. I want to scream. I have no voice. Everything inside of me disappears. I get lost for a moment and than I am back there exploding in your mouth. I look down. I catch your eyes. I try to hold them in mine. It's hard. My mind is suffering, it wants to escape, it wants to catch the chills, to grow them, to wrap my whole body in them and than lift me up tangled in satisfying heat, sweat and relaxing beauty. I don't want to reach that moment just yet. I want to look at you. To remember you. To feel you. Your eyes read mine and you pull away. You look at me, how I'm dripping. You want to lick me. You want to suck me more. But than you do something I don't expect. You push your fingers in. They reach the spot right away. I have no time to catch my breath. You trough me right into it again. I can feel you pressing harder and harder. My body relaxes but my muscles seem to be tightening. This time I find your arm and I grab hold of it hard. I feel like I will fall if I let go. The chills get stronger. They are going to rip my body apart. I want to get out of my skin. You can feel it to so you start pressing harder and harder. Something is trying to explode in me. You feel it to. You tell me it's working. I tell you to go harder. The pictures start to rip apart. Moments start to disappear. My head is getting heavier and heavier. It also wants to burst into pieces as my whole body. I feel it. I scream. I don't know if the sound actually came out as I heard it inside. And in that moment everything turns black. I disappear. My body bursts into a million little pieces. I am all over you. I am everywhere. I can't feel a thing and I feel everything crashing down on me. I am some place else. The chills ripped through my body. My mind is satisfied. I smile. You kiss me and smile too. You are satisfied. You've done something special with me. I smile and close my eyes again. As I open them after putting all of this together I see you staring at me, brushing my cheeks with your soft fingertips. I am here again and now it's your turn!