Have You Ever Really Loved A Woman?

I watched Don Juan DeMarco last night and of course this song made me cry like 5 times and I was even sobbing an hour after the movie ended. It’s sad how evolution destroyed men like Don Juan because I know there were such romantic male figures in our past. I hate myself for being such a loser for romance because as much as I want every one of those things and want all the beautiful words and magical gestures, I know it is nearly impossible to get them as they are in my dreams. I hate myself for dreaming he will surprise me one day and take me out on a romantic dinner and we will both be dressed elegantly, and he will take me to a nice little restaurant, he will buy me red roses, he will ask me to slow dance to a song like that and he will whisper the lyrics in my ear while we are dancing. He will then take me to a special place, where we could look at the stars, he will hold my hands and say something romantic and beautiful, or he will have written something for me, or even a song (I will die if he sings me a song) or whatever.. I know it’s cheesy and silly and stuff but I love these things because those are the things that make a woman feel truly beautiful and wonderful and bring out her inner beauty that takes over her outer beauty and makes her feel more alive, loved, special, wanted.. Makes her feel like a woman should feel! There are just a couple of times when I have felt that and it is magical, it’s a fairy tale, it’s the most happiest I ever been and I am grateful I have felt it because some women don’t get to feel it.. If I had one wish from the golden fish I would wish for more romance in the world, because romance makes people feel good, feel happy, feel loved and when we feel loved we also love. And love my friends, love Is the thing that will save our world. No one can make me believe in something else!